!!! DONT fucking DO IT!!!

[Më£ïñÐa]

Why the fuck you want to kill yourself for??
Cant handle life? loose your girl??nothing to look forward too???
Then walk out the fucking door and change your life!! Get a job! you dont like that job get another 1 ...love that job and you get fired ...get another one...FUCK!!!
Your tired and dont want to take it anymore....
Fuckin wait till your 80 then say that!!
Your girl dont love you anymore!!
Get over it! "wait" for the love to happen again!! Or LIVE with the fact that it just might not!!
Jesus Christ!!Theres only a few GOOD years left of life as we know it anyways!!
(if not days)
And I know, the broken heart is the worst hurt of all..expecially when the other one dosent care how much you hurt.
It takes time, its not impossible to get through it!!
YOU cant tell me i dont understand how you feel, i've been through my own story book of hell and been through my own attempts...
and its basically why i'm pissed..
but i wont go there..
But i'm gonna say if/or when you decide to do this...and it happens..(i'm begging you please dont)...but if

FUCK YOU!! We are your friends here on this computer !! We tried/and are trying heart n soul, to reach out and help, we are only words on a computer screen, How dare you make us feel helpless!! how dare you hurt us!!how dare you make us feel guilty, like there should have been something else we could have done!! !!DONT fucking DO IT!!

Sorry aint Shit! when your not here!!

The way you feel right now, will be more powerfull, more wretched, more horrid in hell!!..forever!!

I LOVE YOU, We LOVE you, we're trying to help, Please, let us!!
Please, Please, try harder, to be stronger..

PLEASE Dont leave us! Please?

[Myra]

*looks at the post again and again* Mel..... love ya yanno! Your a good heart... and everything you say there is true..... so i pray to god whomever that is to, listens

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Everyone thinks i am insane.... all but my friends deep inside the earth......

[heidi!]

So here we are again....The cyberworld affecting real life...
In the past two weeks I have watched regulars in the pool bringing out intimate details of others lives..Personal choices and intense situations brought out for the cyber world to judge...I could puke when I see it..
I have watched regulars...people we have grown fond of and care about threaten to take their lives...
Christmas is such a hard time of year for lonely people...hard time for a heartbreak..hard time to miss a loved one...hard time in general..
So you come online...To your friends ..the faceless people you know will listen and not judge you...You say you dont want to live anymore...That life is too hard...and for whatever reason you think its easier to just die...
well for you it is...Death is the cowards way out...and what do you leave behind...have you ever considered that?...the people who love you wondering why?..A question you yourself cant even answer...The people who loved you feeling guilt for not doin something more...but really..what could they have done??...the people who loved you to live with that on their minds forever...because you didnt feel strong enough to handle life..
All it does is make you selfish...and when you come here threatening death...but in the back of your mind you have no intention of following thru with it...you are playing on the feelings of the softhearted faceless people you have brought your troubles too..
I have dealt with suicide...I have never once dealt with one that was broadcasted first...So it makes me wonder..
But I watch mel..with her concern and worry and wonder if you know what you are doin to your friends...Do you even care...Or are you too selfish to notice...?
Come to us with your problems...talk about them...Remember you have friends ..even if they are faceless ones...their hearts are in the right place...but..
dont tell us about death...dont give us that responsibility...Cause in the end..the only one that can help you...is you..

[Sniffer]

*loves mel ... 'n heidi too*there are no people in the world with hearts bigger than the people from "the rock".
i have no idea who all this is about but i hope whoever it is isn't serious.

[Më£ïñÐa]

(it only belongs in a song)

Metallica
Fade To Black

Life it seems, to fade away, Drifting further every day,

Getting lost within myself, Nothing matters no one else,

I have lost the will to live, Simply nothing more to give,

There is nothing more for me, Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be, Missing one inside of me,

Deathly lost, this can't be real, Cannot stand this hell I feel,

Emptiness is filling me, To the point of agony,

Growing darkness taking dawn, I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late,

Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed,

Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye

[Spike23]

i don't know who this is about, but PLEASE don't do it! life is too short and precious to lose or give up on so easily. there is PLENTY of time to right the wrongs that have happened and love is out there. trust me, i've been thru this (not wanting to do something harmful to myself, but i've been rejected and heartbroken....and even depressed). it happened earlier in 2000 (in April). i've been thru what you're going thru and i've come out of it a stronger man. i now see that i'm loved and wanted by LOTS of people. i thought no one loved me or cared for me (in some ways, i still think that way). BUT, it's NEVER a reason to hurt yourself even more than you're already hurting.

forgive me for butting in, but any friend of Mel's is a friend of mine and i don't want to lose a friend that i haven't had the pleasure of speaking to just yet. so PLEASE, listen to me.....listen to US. we care about you and don't want you to do something rash without understanding all that you'd be missing in life. do what i do, sit alone at the beach sometime (if you're near one) and just think....think about life.....think about family.....about friends......about us.....would you throw away your life so recklessly without first thinking of how it would affect any one of us? life is a special thing, man. it only comes around once. don't miss out on your one and only shot at happiness and greatness.

your new friend,
Brian

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[dafunks]

Whats age are you again? I was under the impression that you were of age and of reasonable mental health.

Either way. Personally, i dont care! No offence. I just dont know you.

But here is my two cents. Take it or leave it!

People who threaten to kill themselves VERY rearly go ahead with it. They are attention seeking. Wanting desperatly to get the attention of the person who fucken there lives up and cause a serious guilt trip.

So your faced with two options.

1)Shut the hell up and do it already.

pros to this: Causing the ultimate guilt trip that will stick in her mind till the day she dies. Pretty much making sure that no one ever fucks u over again.

cons to this: VERY selfishly causing grief to all your friends. not being able to learn to love again.

2)Dont do it!

pros to this: you are still alive to live another day (which is a good thing .. your just in idiot mode and dont realise it)
you can love again and basicly say "fuck you" to the person who hurt you. seek revenge by any means to which your heart desires. masterbate first thing in the morning (just because ur male and you know you like it) .. masterbate at night (basicly because all men are wankers) .. give your friends a break and let them help.

cons to this: you will look like an attention seeking idiot to some! not all, but some! basicly there isnt any cons. your lame imagination just fills this section with bullshit!!!!!!!!!

as i said. generaly people who threaten to kill themselves very rarely do it. people who do kill themselves very rarely let the loved ones around them know what they plan. they just do it. i know this from experience. most are attention seeking fools. who are sucking the life out of there friends unjustly. craving attention.

from an outsiders point of view. shut the fuck up already. get a grip and move on.

as i said. just my two cents.

you can either take the effection of the people above like you had planned and hoped they would do. or take mine. shut up and move on.

simple, yet effective

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[CrazySam]

Hmmmm, let me get this straight, someone wants to go from an uncertain future which could contain unbelievable pleasure for all he knows, and who knows what kind of happiness, which he can cooperate in bringing to pass, and take a leap into an unknown that is irreversible, and all conventional thinking seems to leave upen the possibility of torment worse than anything imaginable here, with not even a hint of any goodness there? And by doing this, plunging everyone he claims to care about into second guessing for the rest of their lives, leading them to have contempt either for him, or themselves. Is it me or doesn't this seem like a good plan?

[dafunks]

no. he wants people to think that. if he was going to he would have by now.

hmmmmmmmm its hard being a fulltime bastard

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[Më£ïñÐa]

ummmm bro?? that was more like 42?..
ya cus 20? for some of it and another
20? for the rest of it..
and your 2? for your thought of it...
yep!!
*kicks a soda can
jus cus